Beginning
Around 2011 I became interested in fate and free will.
When I was a student, a lot of space events developed. One piece of news surprised me in particular, namely that Betelgeuse, who is on the top left of the α Orionis, may have already died. According to the researchers, we could still see him because he is so far away that light could still reach us after he died.
And at that time I had been informed that an old neighbor had already died of cancer. My neighbor was like Betelgeuse to me. Because light is basically information, like information about the death of my neighbor.
Before looking at her corpse, I thought that one should not be shocked about death, because death is a fate given to all living beings at the same time.
But when I saw that her soul had already left her body, I understood that there is no way of controlling the mind.
Why do we come into the world and create works of art even though we are going to die anyway? As a result of such questions, I once lost the sense of creating works of art. Then I read science books about space. I believed that if I did that, I could understand: where are we from and where are we going? But there was no answer or solution to this question in the book.
To make matters worse, the beauty of space challenged me, that is: how could I create an even more beautiful work of art than space?
Then I thought about how to make a decision or avoid the pressure of the invisible something, if the fate of everything has already been decided.
While I was trying out this and that, my artwork called "Akashik Bug (2016)" was created.
This is the beginning of my work.